Thursday, Dec 31st, 2009 ↓

Sooooo I’ve been avoiding my homework. I left my art supplies in the dorm (FUCKING GOD DAMMIT) so I’ll have to do a way last minute thing for my Rubens report, which I have also avoided researching because bleeeeeh. The book for sem has turned out to be boring as fuck and I have discovered I don’t really like psychology. I need something more concrete because the rest of my life is very nebulous and I don’t think I can handle any more of that. Science will be my next program.

And I need a job over the summer and I want to work at camp but if that road trip still happens I might not be able to go on it and any summer camping trips will be smashed. But if I get a job at Kalaloch I can take time off it I guess? And I’ll be away from people. That could be really good for me. And I could start work after the road trip. But the road trip might not even happen if Bonnaroo starts earlier than the 12th, which it better fuckin not.

Oh and I need to apply for scholarships for next year already. I guess I could actually be productive tomorrow and do them. Then I can go to whatever New Year’s party happens with a clear(er) conscience. There is going to be a Blue Moon on New Year’s Eve, pretty awesome. Shit, the FAFSA. Damn it I barely qualify for the few scholarships I thought I was eligible for. I need recommendations. Maybe I’ll get involved in the Organic Garden for all of January, or do that plant salvage thing if I can find transportation. I wouldn’t mind spending my weekends that way. AHAHAHA Academic Achievements. If class wasn’t such a joke maybe I’d achieve. Some of these letters will be very good practice with my fiction writing.

Other than that I’ve been going tablet crazy. Fucking love nudibranchs so much. Wow I just spent like half an hour looking at nudibranch videos after typing that. Amazing.